So lately I have been going through rather odd sleeping patterns. I wake up at 12 in the afternoon sometimes even later then that. I hang out at the house for a few hours and eat a couple meals before I go to work around 9. I stay at work until 2am. I come home and stay awake for a couple more hours online and watching tv before I go to sleep again. 

I'm getting enough sleep, thank god, but lately I haven't been feeling rested when I wake up... Its like I'm in a perpetual state of tiredness. The only times I've felt rested in the last few months is on those rare occasions in which I get to sleep in Brandon's arms. :) I like doing that alot. If I sleep next to him It doesn't matter if I under sleep or over sleep, I always wake up refreshed and very well rested. 

The only other time I've ever slept that good is when I've slept in my parents bed with them... which embarrasingly enough was recently. You see, I tend to regress when I have been awake for over 24 hours. I get whiney, and irritable. In other words I turn into a two year old prone to fits and boughts of uncontrollable tears. I found myself in such a sate earlier this week when I went to work at 9pm and didn't get home until 6am. I came home went into my parents bedroom curcled up between the two of them and stayed asleep for 10 hours straight. Even after they got up got dressed got on their computer got on their phones took my brother to school, and went to work. I just needed them their to be able to fall asleep. Kinda sad... Oh well. I got the sleep I so desperately needed. 

I've also been having alot of vivid and specific dreams... But these dreams have incorporated more of my real life then they have ever done before, including actuall experiences, my favorite music artists, my favorite music artists actuall personalities, and everything plays like a movie (movies a new passion of mine.) What I love the most about my dreams though is the intelligable conversations I have with my dream friends. Like once I was talking to this girl in my dream and I heard my alarm going off. I asked her if she could hold on just a second and that I had to take care of that noise. I then woke up turned the alarm off and dove right back into the dream. I appoligized to the dream girl and asked her to continue with what she was saying.

One thing that I think is funny about my dreams but is not very fun is when dream people remember me but I don't remember them. I usually regognize a dream place if I visit there again... But I very rarely remember the people. :( Regretably enough when the dream people find out that I've forgotten them they tend to yell at me and demand an explination. My dream people are so needy!

Well thats all my musings on dreams and sleep.

Goodnight out there, what ever you are!

(p.s. If you get that last reference I will love you forever and ever!)